I Found Love….

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Ever wonder what Love is?

As a child I always wrote about love but never knew what it was.

The older I got, the more I experienced… the more my mind changed concerning Love.

So what love really is I asked myself, what components consist of Love.

Is it a lie…?  Is it suppose to hurt; physically or emotionally?

Does it put you down? Does it cheat? Does it gives up and turns its back on you…?

This is what I allowed Love to be, because I lacked the knowledge.

But all of that pushed and draw me closer to wanting to know more, I wasn’t satisfied…

See Love does not leave you empty but it gives you the urge of wanting more of it.

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So that leads to the question…

Does Love really exists..?

Well, speaking from my opinion and years of searching…

Yes!!! Love Does Exist….

Now I’m sure your wondering How, so?

Through my search for Love I came across someone.

Yes I met someone antithetic. I was intrigued  by His presence.

The more I got to know Him, the more I learned about myself and expectations.

My perspective changed significantly. That is when I got a reality check…

I was wrong about what Love is all along…

The more time I spent with Him, the more I understood Loves existence.

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(He showed me patience…)

I felt unworthy and inadequate to finding someone with such greatness in my life.

Which caused me to slowly drift away from Him. He had high expectations of me, but because of my insecurities it caused me to not

work within my true potential.

I felt like I could not get anything right. (He remained Patient)

He told me that He knew I would get it right one day and that He will be their until I do…

(He showed me kindness)

Life left a a bitter taste in my mouth, which causes me sometimes to relapse sometimes; But He understood me.

He remained kind anyways… He did not care if I deserved it or not…

It was their for me 24/7…

He always uplifted me with kind words… Words like “Your Beautiful”, “Your Worth It”, “You Can Do It”, “I Believe In You”…

He motivated me to be better… To be kind to everyone else around me…

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(He exposed me to humility.)

Till this day I have never seen Him prideful, arrogant, or boastful about anything…

Though He had every reason to, He remained humble…

The wisdom of dying to self…

He never dishonored me, but He celebrated me every time I did something right…

*Just by talking about Him makes me smile*

Its amazing how He puts me first above all.

I remembered walking out on Him thinking He would get frustrated or even angry with me;

But He only did the opposite and loved me some more…

His wrath I never witness… Even in His corrections.

I have to be honest and open with you…

I was barely faithful to Him.

I left Him over and over again..

Yup; I did Him wrong numerous of times,

It’s not that He took me back every time that I could not comprehend…

But it’s the fact that He never left… (Hun?)

He forgave me for it all and held no record of it…

Till this day He has never brought up my past… I’m the one who did not know how to let go…

I had to pinch myself and wonder if this was real…

Only to find out; it is…

Yes He protected me from all harm.

He trust me even when I did not trust my own self.

He never ran out of hope, matter of fact He gave me hope….!

When things around me started to crumble, I mean everything…

When things around me did not make sense…

He preserved me.

So you know me. I had to ask Him “When is all this going to end?”.

My carnal mind could only understand the carnal things…

My mentality was… Good things don’t usually last so I had to ask.

And He responded with such a gentle voice and said, “My Love Has No Deadline”.

“Nothing You Do Could Keep Me From Loving You”

Love never fails…

Sometimes I tell myself I don’t deserve His Love…

But because of Love I don’t want to hurt Him nor disappoint Him any more… I did better…

I have never felt so free…!

I have never felt so beautiful…!

I have never felt so worthy…!

I had so many insecurities, but now watch me strut….

His ongoing love made me become a much better woman… My whole mindset has changed.

I am no longer who I use to be but I have became Love.

All this leads me to this question…

Can Someone Really Love…?

Yes, It is possible…

It is possible to receive Love and give it…

Through my experience the He and Him was all referred to God.

Anyone that posses God… I believe they can truly Love.

Anyone can Love…

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Because God is Love…

SN: Love is mostly alive when their is  Lies, Cheating, Hurt, Pain, Abuse, or any wrong…

Love goes after the imperfections and make them perfect…)

*Love Conquers All*

 

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